Toadally Enlightened

“I know he isn’t ‘here’, but where is he? He can’t just be gone forever.”

This was the question I asked myself after the tragic passing of my father when he was just 31 years old and I was only 10. I was told he went to heaven, but where is heaven? Can I go? Do I have to wait until I’m no longer in a physical body to see him? I miss him now and I don’t want to wait!
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Just 8 years later, my aunt Marsi, who was like my second mother, passed from lung cancer two months before my high school graduation. She was only 43. Two years after her passing, she came to me clear as day in a dream. I wept, “How are you here?! I know you died from cancer!” She just stood there smiling and as if she were glowing.
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Despite the huge losses of my father and my aunt, I didn’t learn to face the truth about death until after the devastating passing of my high school best friend, Delaney. She was only 23. I carried enormous guilt after we lost her, but even after her passing, Delaney helped me to let go of those burdens, proving she will always be a force to reckon with even in spirit. I realized I couldn’t change what happened to her, but I could change what happened next for my own life in honor of my young friend.
It is because of these great tragedies in my life that I sought answers and to find my lost loved ones. Through the help of psychic mediums, I discovered that the holes left in my heart from losing them could be filled because my loved ones weren't truly gone, and they had always been there with me. However, what I found in addition to learning they were always with me changed my path, and is what has led me here. I realized they had been communicating with me all along, and that I, too, can communicate with them as a Spiritual Medium.
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It is in honor of them that I want to help others who have also experienced such great losses, and to know that you are not alone and that your loved ones are always with you. You can heal the holes in your heart with the love they will ALWAYS have for you and live as fully as possible in honor of them!
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-Amber